Wau. Yeah, your mind re-filters with death, to add in the new code. If you've never had anyone really close to you die, then you've never had that taste of the code, so yeah, it would hit you really hard.
Me, I'm used to it, one of my best-loved grandpas shot himself when I was five or six, so...I'm inured at this point.
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Date: 2005-02-22 08:27 pm (UTC)Me, I'm used to it, one of my best-loved grandpas shot himself when I was five or six, so...I'm inured at this point.