#whyiwrite
Oct. 20th, 2011 02:41 pm--get money, fuck bitches
--beats a real job
--if I have to have all this crap floating around in my head THEN SO DO YOU
--i'm good at it so it gets me attention. it's not like i can sing or play football
epicycles alerted me to the presence of this "why i write" thing on bbcwritersroom on twitter. (btw, I only noticed you retweeted me after I deleted the tweet 'cause I thought I screwed it up. SORRY) The retweets tended towards the pretentious and metaphorical side. "Because it is a writer's need to cloak the invisible in words."
There are definitely a lot of writers who say stuff like this--who act like it's some kind of sacred artistic duty to write to reveal THE TRUTH to the quasiliterate masses, like being a writer is the only way you can get across some kind of larger insight or connect to people. It makes it sound like a sacrifice, and I really hate that. Yes, good writing can reveal deep truths and connect with people in unexpected ways, but that's a by-product of writing, not what you set out to do. Peoples' reasons for writing are usually a lot simpler--because they like telling stories. Because they're good at it and it's a good feeling to do something you're good at. Because they've got stuff in their head they're not sure about and they want to see if anyone else relates. Writing because you want to send a message or explore a specific abstract theme or reveal THE TRUTH to the waiting world almost never results in anything that feels real or relatable; it's too self-conscious.
This is why I never ended up going to grad school or really trying to. I like poetry, but I do it on the side, and there's no grad school in America who would seriously let me do genre fiction, which is what I want to do. (I'm probably more mainstream than I'd like to admit in regards to poetry, but that's OK because there's really no mainstream in poetry anymore.) I fear losing touch with the kind of writing that brings me joy, which is still mostly genre fiction. I love the idea of inhabiting a world and creating adventures in it, which is all I want to do, ultimately.
Segue into me whining about how I'm artistically blocked and am not sure what I want to start on for NaNoWriMo--I have the option of rescuscitating and rewriting one of two novels I started in previous years, turning one of those into a different story altogether, starting on a full-length fanfic, or saying fuck it all to the novel thing and working on a script with
anivad--maybe even novel AND script if I don't have any other obligations. I want to do all of them at once.
Now segue into me adding that I'm disenchanted with Michael Chabon. I liked him very much a few years ago because I felt he was trying to legitimize genre fiction in the literary community, but the more I read about him the more I feel like the literary community likes him because he is a litfic writer who's slumming it with genre conventions, not because he is a genre writer who's transcended the expectations of genre. (Kavalier and Clay was clearly the former. Yiddish Policeman's Union was more of the latter, like a cross between Isaac Bashevis Singer and Raymond Chandler, but the overall reception of Chabon hasn't seemed to have changed.) It's sort of the same with Lev Grossman, the other litfic genre Jew I admire--even though The Magicians and its sequel stuck right in my heart and had some amazing concepts, it still seems to me that it's not fantasy with some deep ideas that he's writing, it's deep ideas with some fantasy as a framework.
If I did that, I'd feel like I'd lost my soul. I feel so much more like Joanna Russ, who started out steeped in SF, writing Conan the Barbarian type stories, discovered feminism, and started to write SF stories that happened to be feminist and happened to express her own ideas and anger.
--beats a real job
--if I have to have all this crap floating around in my head THEN SO DO YOU
--i'm good at it so it gets me attention. it's not like i can sing or play football
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There are definitely a lot of writers who say stuff like this--who act like it's some kind of sacred artistic duty to write to reveal THE TRUTH to the quasiliterate masses, like being a writer is the only way you can get across some kind of larger insight or connect to people. It makes it sound like a sacrifice, and I really hate that. Yes, good writing can reveal deep truths and connect with people in unexpected ways, but that's a by-product of writing, not what you set out to do. Peoples' reasons for writing are usually a lot simpler--because they like telling stories. Because they're good at it and it's a good feeling to do something you're good at. Because they've got stuff in their head they're not sure about and they want to see if anyone else relates. Writing because you want to send a message or explore a specific abstract theme or reveal THE TRUTH to the waiting world almost never results in anything that feels real or relatable; it's too self-conscious.
This is why I never ended up going to grad school or really trying to. I like poetry, but I do it on the side, and there's no grad school in America who would seriously let me do genre fiction, which is what I want to do. (I'm probably more mainstream than I'd like to admit in regards to poetry, but that's OK because there's really no mainstream in poetry anymore.) I fear losing touch with the kind of writing that brings me joy, which is still mostly genre fiction. I love the idea of inhabiting a world and creating adventures in it, which is all I want to do, ultimately.
Segue into me whining about how I'm artistically blocked and am not sure what I want to start on for NaNoWriMo--I have the option of rescuscitating and rewriting one of two novels I started in previous years, turning one of those into a different story altogether, starting on a full-length fanfic, or saying fuck it all to the novel thing and working on a script with
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Now segue into me adding that I'm disenchanted with Michael Chabon. I liked him very much a few years ago because I felt he was trying to legitimize genre fiction in the literary community, but the more I read about him the more I feel like the literary community likes him because he is a litfic writer who's slumming it with genre conventions, not because he is a genre writer who's transcended the expectations of genre. (Kavalier and Clay was clearly the former. Yiddish Policeman's Union was more of the latter, like a cross between Isaac Bashevis Singer and Raymond Chandler, but the overall reception of Chabon hasn't seemed to have changed.) It's sort of the same with Lev Grossman, the other litfic genre Jew I admire--even though The Magicians and its sequel stuck right in my heart and had some amazing concepts, it still seems to me that it's not fantasy with some deep ideas that he's writing, it's deep ideas with some fantasy as a framework.
If I did that, I'd feel like I'd lost my soul. I feel so much more like Joanna Russ, who started out steeped in SF, writing Conan the Barbarian type stories, discovered feminism, and started to write SF stories that happened to be feminist and happened to express her own ideas and anger.