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Changed my mind about talking about stuff that's been preying on it, at least for now. Most of it falls into three categories:
1) "I'm going to be a bag lady in four years!" I gotta stop worrying about this, because it's not helping and it's making me depressed and unable to concentrate on things I actually need to do for college. Anyway, I might somehow gain enough maturity in the next 2.5 years to be able to hold down a steady job and figure out how to pay bills. You never know.
2) "I feel _____ when (insert person here) does _____." Personal stuff that should be either discussed in private with the appropriate person or stuffed down into my head until it goes away. Probably the latter, because I don't really want to go on YIM today and I also hate confronting people with emotional shit.
3) "I believe that _____ and I sometimes think that _____, do you guys think I'm crazy?" 'cause I already know what the answer will be.
Spirited Away is on and after that it's Princess Mononoke. There's nothing else to do in Dad's house, since I can't really write here. Yesterday, I caught the bits of What's Eating Gilbert Grape that had Crispin in it, and the last fifteen minutes or so of Necronomicon. I never knew that H.P. Lovecraft really went around being kidnapped by evil priests and hitting demons. I thought he just sat in a room writing because he hated having to interact with other people.
To avoid having to write anything of substance, here are some things I was previously tagged for.
( Five Simple Pleasures )
( Five Guilty Pleasures )
Things I'm doing right now:
( Cut because damn, I wrote a lot here )
• Fuck, did this get long. At least I achieved the goal of avoiding talking about what is really perturbing me. That's OK, though. Someday, man...and I'm going to make an appointment with a counselor once I get back to Central, anyway.
1) "I'm going to be a bag lady in four years!" I gotta stop worrying about this, because it's not helping and it's making me depressed and unable to concentrate on things I actually need to do for college. Anyway, I might somehow gain enough maturity in the next 2.5 years to be able to hold down a steady job and figure out how to pay bills. You never know.
2) "I feel _____ when (insert person here) does _____." Personal stuff that should be either discussed in private with the appropriate person or stuffed down into my head until it goes away. Probably the latter, because I don't really want to go on YIM today and I also hate confronting people with emotional shit.
3) "I believe that _____ and I sometimes think that _____, do you guys think I'm crazy?" 'cause I already know what the answer will be.
Spirited Away is on and after that it's Princess Mononoke. There's nothing else to do in Dad's house, since I can't really write here. Yesterday, I caught the bits of What's Eating Gilbert Grape that had Crispin in it, and the last fifteen minutes or so of Necronomicon. I never knew that H.P. Lovecraft really went around being kidnapped by evil priests and hitting demons. I thought he just sat in a room writing because he hated having to interact with other people.
To avoid having to write anything of substance, here are some things I was previously tagged for.
( Five Simple Pleasures )
( Five Guilty Pleasures )
Things I'm doing right now:
( Cut because damn, I wrote a lot here )
• Fuck, did this get long. At least I achieved the goal of avoiding talking about what is really perturbing me. That's OK, though. Someday, man...and I'm going to make an appointment with a counselor once I get back to Central, anyway.
