Yeah, now that you've seen it I'll mention that the scene in Happiness that I could not sit through and almost turned the movie off during my first watch was when the dad actually is talking to his son about what he did to his classmates.

Because that level of honesty is more chilling and disturbing than the actual acts of violation themselves because those are never ON THE SCREEN, they cut away and only imply, but that convesation HAPPENS on the screen and you can't look away and you have to hear it and it's so hard... *shakes head*

Anyway, I'm glad you're back in the land of the LiveJournal :)